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Ive come to realize over the past years that it's much easier for people to hate, then to love.
Easier for people to take pleasure from someone and then leave all thier burden and blame someone.
It's better to recieve affection and welcome kindness, then to give it back, if any or at all.
It's easier to be fucking used, then to actually fucking care.
Our group, generation as a whole, for right now, is unable to love.
One must realize how young we are and how long we have to go,
before we can actually attain true love and friendship from that said person.
Everyone would like to think that they are loving someone, but if you don't try as hard as the other,
every day, through in and through out, and just receive thier kindness and not give an equal share back,
this is called use.
Puppy love is a funny thing, very warm, very deceiving, and yet, we are drawn to it because of the passion and promise it
can bring to our lives.
Intellectual stability will only show you failure in this situation,
for you cannot conceive or comprehend this situation, for it will only bring grief in the long run.
While you have this high-school pre-fairy tale love however, you might as well grasp it,
hold on to it as long as you can,
when it's all said and done,
it will be time to grow up, move on, find life,
the person that's been waiting for you in years to come.
Live happy, Die happy, just don't restrict yourself to vindictive pain that shows no mercy,
no hindrence to rend emotion to it's bare, oozing, pathetic state of confusion.
If you do, you become a emo-fucking-faggot, wishing that someone comes back to you,
not even giving life a chance, just wishing on a person, that is just a stepping stone into your future.
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So it's been like fucking 2 years since I posted on my LiveJournal. So let me give you an update on Brendon Durgin's life.
I broke up with brittany twice, now we are officially done for the most part. Still friends, but I don't think anything else will come out of it. I played for Miami Effect and now i play for Jax again, in which I got back on the team, and the next event we win Orlando Open. Ya, that's just what im saying, I'm awesome. I start BCC this semester, and alot of people are moving away again. I'm still here though, ever present for my friends.
I miss hanging out in Titusville.
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Jun. 14th, 2004 @ 12:48 am
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Man i wanted to own my gf in the face so bad this weekend.I really can't believe how she acted in contrast to other times. Also practice fucking sucked, I threw a trash can at one of my teammates cause he bullshitted me so bad i was pissed. However,
Thank you for saving me Britney, Jeff, Tanna.
I would have beat the shit out of someone if I didd't get to hang out with you guys.
(not like i didnt own jeff :D )
Other then that, a fine weekend. not.
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This is my first journal post. Since I am a pro gamer in more than one way this post will be nmore pro than any you could ever post, combined. Times 5....thousand.
My name is Brendon. I play division x-ball and professional super-7 for the Jax Worriors. I am also CAL - M for those of you who know "e-sports" as 3-D puts it.
My friends may include :: Jeff Ryba, Will Corwim, Kevin Madison, Phil Tuttle, Justin LaWarre, Josh LaWarre, Robbie Ryba, Brian Mastin(unfortunately <3), Tom Weaver, MIKE MOSELY, Wayne Lytle, Alex Cox(Reese), Matt Beers, Mike Green, Erek Larson, Ziggy Moonbeam(yes this is a real person), Chris Tomoso, Rasta Man(black chris), HECOLBY JOPKINS, Jason Edwards, Ryan Hall, Tom Cross, Stevey-D, Jake Whittington, Chase-face, Rocky Reynolds, Mike Michaud, Frankey Phan(slope.), Tanna Burcham(maybe), Megan Vogel(e-thug 4-life), Eric Newtson, Adam Taylor, Jedi Richard, Zack Laschober(Vangor), Oveido Megan, Brittney Fjedenheimer(or something), Ninja Gaiden and Shinobi(BEST ninyas ever), My fat brother, Peter Gorney, and others that slip my mind heh heh.... .. .. fags.
I am also an Aquarias, and in LOVE with my girlfriend Brittany Bisnette, and the ANAL sex we have....not.
So now that we are done with the formalities, here are the events of today in semi-specific order:
-I woke up and had my usual bowl of corn pops, while trying to play cs at the same time. I did terrible, 8-11.
-Then I sat around, waiting for Jeff to wake up because he needs his beauty rest for his excellently sculpted muscles. So I went back to owning more nubs. kthx. And, as expected, I was totally pro, 19-4 in 4 rounds. Pro.
-Then also, there was a duck in Ron's truck, and I was like "I'll own you duckz0rz!" and attempted to jump in the truck after this duck. It flew out the other window.
-I went to Jeff's, where I met up with him and one Brian Mastin, they were sitting doing nothing as usual.
-I called my love, and had to explain that I could not hang out with her because every wednesday we play...a game. It's leet. In fact too leet for all of you to comprehend, so stfu pls.
-I've been kind of waiting for Tanna to sign on all day(notthatgirlx), for I wish to speak with her, but thus far to no avail.
-Also I walked to subway where I had an extra-syrupy syrupy Dr.Pepper. And then I said "Wow this is syrupy Dr.Pepper" and Jeff was all like "Yeah it's pretty bad, but the McDonalds in Canaveral Groves is way more better in syrup" and I was like "Wow. That's the win right there, we should go there." and he was like "After drinking that soda I was breathing hard." and I was all like "That's almost pro, scrub."
-Then we sat around, waiting to play the "Game" in question. So in an attempt to waste time me and Jeff walked up to the exxon while talking about how we demolished mailboxes in the past. So as we made it to the exxon we saw a pimp cadillac, however it perplexed me that it had plastic spinners. What kind of G-ride is that? If you're going to roll deep, sprewells nigguh, sprewells.
-On the way back, almost to Jeff's house, a young man by the name of Frankey Phan, accompanied by Eric Johnson #2 appeared before us, blocking the road. We chatted a lot of nothing, and went back inside.
-So for no reason I made a livejournal account because I felt left out. I wanted to be part of the community and share my thoughts with everyone.(/cry)
-P.S. I'm gay? Thanks.
I'm sure there will be more to tell in the future, but for right I'm sick of having jeff type my live journal while I tell him the context of my events of the day. Before I go though, I leave you with this advice: Do NOT try to own Jeff's mom, ask Brian, please ask Brian and Jeff, she will own your face like whoa, i mean you should have seen it, it was like, HEY YOU SUCK and they were all liek owned. it was teh best event of the day i assure you all. |
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